Simply Water

He is a pool that I try to avoid, for I will surely drown.

Yet it is too late; I am lost in the wake.

Rather than sit on the bay, I've gone over the falls.

To drink from this cascade would fill me with vacuity.

The brine from this deep sea only serves to burn my eyes.

Tears stream, fighting to evade this element.

To no avail, for I have already drowned.

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Hmm

I'm constantly going back and editing/adding to these posts. Just sayin'. I'll say on whatever new post I put on here if anything has changed. Starting now...

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Play on words

Change

Different

Confused

Lost

Unsure

Worry

Concern

Care

Love

Eternal

Infinite

Persistence

Resilience

Strong

Forceful

Determined

Resolute

Willful

Purpose

Motivation

Reasoning

Convincing

Assure

Assimilation

Adaptation

Change

It's never over.

I thought I was over this.

I thought I was done.

Everything was fine!

I accepted it!

I was finished!

Then why!?

Why...

Why does the smallest thing,

Something I could even be reading wrong,

Why does it hurt me this much?

So much.

It's just that chance.

That tiny chance my assumption is correct.

That tiny chance.

It crumbles me to pieces.

Just when I thought things couldn't get any worse,

They do.

They always will.

Strength

Ha ha ha ha ha!

I am strong!

I am tough and spirited!

I am determined enough to meet challenges head on!

I am powerful! Fierce! Indestructible!

Ha!

Nothing can stop me!

Nothing can keep me down!

I will not be slowed down by physical obstacles!

And I most certainly will not be stepped on by such a fool!

No.

Not anymore.

Hah.

And to think they mattered before. To think I let them get to me.

They do NOT matter. I am better than that.

I have the strength.

Things change

-o-

Time had passed

Things had changed

Words were said

Lines were crossed

-o-

Promises broken

Patience was tested

Both hearts were at risk

All hope had been dashed

-o-

The past was missed

Spirits were drained

Memories gone

Nothing remained

-o-

Friendships were ended

Regrets had been made

A love was now lost

A life never saved

-o-

Nightmares and Daydreams

I am an insomniac.

But I sleep to avoid the pain and quickly waste hours away.

I love to dream.

But I am fearful of my dreams coming true as they all have started to.

I want to wake up.

But I always force myself to go back to sleep.

I am afraid to fall asleep.

But I live in a continuous nightmare that I cannot escape.